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Ten months inside prison - Laetitia Zeeman

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Prison ministry made a huge impact on my life.   It gave me purpose.   It made me feel my life matter.   It was the most amazing experience of my entire life.   In 2015 a door opened for me to assist a prison pastor to minister inside Modderbee Correctional Services in Springs.   For ten months I ministered in a men’s prison. It was nothing less than a miracle, me getting approved after only two weeks while others had to wait three months getting approved.   I will be forever grateful for the open door.   It was nothing but God's favor.  I loved sharing the word with those men in K block.   They were so open to receive because most of them had never been exposed to any kind of religion.   I loved them.  They loved me as well.   Many of them called me “Mother” because I was the only mother many of them knew.  We experienced signs, wonders and miracles in prison.   Deaf ears opened.   A man got ...

A Glimpse on my Future Scroll - Laetitia Zeeman

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End 2019, just before falling asleep, I asked God to give me a glimpse on my future scroll.   I needed confirmation, that I am still moving in the right direction according to God’s plans and purposes for my life. January 2018 I was on a flight back to George Airport when I had such an encounter with the Spirit of the Fear of the Lord, that I made the decision to never ever move out of the parameters which God set for my safety; to protect me, ever again. In my dream, He showed me 22 February 2020 which was confirmation to accept the invitation to minister in Centurion, Pretoria, because God showed me it is on my scroll.   So, I am still moving in the right direction. I woke up at 12:00 in the middle of the night and said:   “Woooow Lord.   That was simply amazing.   I could still experience the excitement and energy in my body because of what I saw”. In my excitement, I said:   “Give me more! Show me more!   I want more details...

Spirit of Wisdom - Laetitia Zeeman

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I was standing with my “impossible” in the presence of God this morning. Tears were running down my cheeks, as I present my “impossible” to Him because “impossible” is making me very anxious. I cried out to Him while holding my “impossible” up in the air; I presented my “impossible” to Him and cried:   “God!   Please give me wisdom. What do I do with my “impossible”? I had an encounter with the Spirit of Wisdom before the throne of God. “Can’t you hear the voice of Wisdom? From the top of the mountains of influence she speaks into the gateways of the glorious city. At the place where pathways merge, at the entrance of every portal, there she stands; ready to impart understanding, shouting aloud to all who enter, preaching her sermon to those who will listen.”   (Proverbs 8:1-3 The Passion Translation TPT) “Wisdom has built herself a palace upon seven pillars to keep it secure. She has made ready a banquet feast and the sacrifice has been killed. ...

Fearless Bravery - Laetitia Zeeman

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September 2019 I told a pastor friend that God is constantly taking me back to the woman at the well in the Bible.   Many times God will wake me at three in the morning, talking to me.   I have been “there”, meditating on the woman at the well but I still didn’t understand why God constantly took me “there” , "again" and "again".    I already spend lots of time at the well, becoming the woman at the well. I will see myself dressed in her clothes, standing before Jesus, looking into His loving blue eyes.   I will feel the heat, the sun burning on my skin. I will even smell what the woman at the well might have smelled. I will see how I draw water from the well and then I will also see how I serve and give Him the water.    I love being in His presence. Obviously I don’t have the full revelation yet because why am I revisiting it time and time again?   God is most definitely trying to show me something. The Woman at the Well...

The Story Behind The Story - Beauty from Ashes - Laetitia Zeeman

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After five years, I decided to break the silence and tell the story behind the story; how God turned my ashes into beauty.  A Terrible Mistake In 2014, after being single again for almost 8 years, I decided to write an article on “Dating sites”.  I started my own investigation or research.  Call it whatever you want, but looking back now, honestly, I think I was fooling myself.   But anyway, my investigation or research lasted only for two weeks and I can honestly say:  A dating site will never see me again.  I know some people who actually met on dating sites who are very happily married today but the experience made me realize just how naive I was.  A dating site will never see me again.  It was a mistake I will regret the rest of my life. I had ten coffee dates in two weeks.  I did everything according to the book: To be honest, not to pretend to be someone I am not, to always be safe, always meeting at a p...