Change The Atmosphere - Laetitia Zeeman

Love Sick

I love how God loves me.  I love waking up, feeling loved.  Sometimes I wake up, completely drunk in the Spirit; wacked; love sick for my Beloved; my Beloved and my Friend.  I love starting my day by declaring my love to God.  The moment I start declaring my love to Him, I feel how He respond to my love, inside me.  The love I experience inside my spirit is a super natural love.  There is no other love like His love. There is no greater love, than His love. His love, is taking me to another level, a dimension, a frequency.  His love simply sweep me completely off my feet; sometimes literally. His love takes my breath away.  It’s a super natural love.

This morning, His love swept me off my feet again.  I ended up on my knees, my face on the carpet; His presence so tangible, so beautiful, it completely overwhelmed me and had me in tears.  I responded with:  “Oh I love You, I love You, I love You.  Oh how I love You”.  I can get lost in time when I am with Him.  Sometimes I respond with:  “I know You are not in time, but unfortunately I still am and I have dishes to wash and washing to do.  I have other responsibilities as well”.

I love how He covers my back when washing dishes.  I love how He slid His arms around my waste and breath and kiss me in my neck.  I love how He whispers in my ear:  “I love you”.  I love how He reminds me not to forget the beautiful view on my roof when hanging my washing on the line.  And before going down stairs again with my washing basket on my hip, I simply open my arms wide and enjoy the wind, I breathe Him in deeply and I love Him in the wind. I drink Him in, deeply.  I feel Him in my bones and in my marrow and every cell in my body respond to His love.

And because He is in me, one with me and knows me so well, He started a conversation with me, in the same way I often start a conversation with Him, or with any other friend:  “Imagine ….. “.  This made me smile, because when I am with a friend, and start the conversation with “Imagine …. “  the result is always the same: GREAT LAUGHTER.  Oh the joy, the super natural joy when you are being loved like this.

After listening, receiving from Him this morning, I replied with:  “But God, how will they receive from me?  I am not even married.  I am single 'again' for fifteen years and yes, I have been married for seventeen years but You and I both know how that ended up.  I am in no position to give marital advice”.

Imagine

But this is what I received:

“Imagine …. You waking up and start your day by declaring your love to your spouse.
Imagine …. You start your day by simply focusing on all the amazing things you appreciate about your spouse and telling him/her.  

Imagine …. You waking up and simply saying:  ‘Oh how I love you’.
Imagine …. You sharing with your spouse why you originally fell in love with him/her.
Imagine …. You sharing with your spouse how absolutely amazing he/she is.  

I can only imagine …… “.

I know, many of you will respond with:  “But you don’t know my spouse.  You don’t know what my spouse said or did yesterday.  You don’t know how my spouse snores at night.  You don’t know the challenges I have to face every day”.  

God knows ALL things.

Change the Atmosphere

“You have the potential to change the atmosphere.  You have the potential to change the climate in your home and at work.  You have the potential to change the frequency around you, by changing the frequency inside you".

"I can only imagine ….. “.

Laetitia Zeeman