Walking with God - Laetitia Zeeman

We are currently at stage 4 during the lock down in South Africa.

We are only allowed to walk outside our houses between six and nine in the morning.

I was sharing with a friend the other day that I only went outside to walk the first 2 days after moving from stage 5 to stage 4. 

Every morning when waking up and wanting to go for a walk, there is such an amazing presence of Yahweh in my room. 

I compared it to being married, loving it to go for a walk in the early mornings, but then my husband, who is maybe not a morning person, pull me back in bed, asking me to sacrifice my walk for him and just cuddle with him.

So when God draws me into intimacy - I respond.

I stay … and simply enjoy His presence and His love.

Have you ever been in love?

When you are in love it completely consumes your whole life!

You completely irritate those who are not where you are because you find it impossible to talk about anything else and in the process you lose a few friends.

It's only the few rare individuals who understand and celebrate with you and stay...

Later in life, you fall in love with your babies...

The love in your heart completely consumes you. You can't talk about anything else and again ... you lose friends ... and it's only a few rare individuals who understand and celebrate with you and stay...

And here I am again....

In love!

I am head over heal in love with Christ in me.

I can't talk about anything else.

It consumes me. His love is eating me up - from the inside and I love it, every second.

And again ... losing a few friends ... and only the few rare individuals who know where I am, who is celebrating with me ... and staying.

My Beloved is mine and I am His.

I had an amazing experience this morning at four. 

I was something between being asleep and awake. Not fully asleep but also not fully awake. I was in a "trans". 

I saw myself standing inside my most favourite bible verse, Colossians 1:27. 

I heard myself saying: "Living within you is the Christ who floods you with the expectation of glory! This mystery of Christ, embedded within us, becomes a heavenly treasure chest of hope filled with the riches of glory for his people, and God wants everyone to know it! It reminds me of my identity. So whatever the need, it's already available and in me - I am flooded with Him to manifest Him wherever I go. I am an atmosphere changer. I am on earth to manifest Christ and because I am seated in heavenly places, I can engage heaven and Christ in me and draw from heaven to manifest on earth". 

The next moment I stepped into Hebrews 11:5 and again I heard myself saying:

"Faith lifted Enoch from this life and he was taken up into heaven! He never had to experience death; he just disappeared from this world because God promoted him. For before he was translated to the heavenly realm, his life had become a pleasure to God". 

So I stepped from Colossians 1:27 into Hebrews 11:5.

I decided to follow Enoch and the moment I stepped into heaven, my body became star dust and my body simply disappeared, dissolved ... like star dust. 

I wanted to stay ... but I am back ... in my body ... and as much as I wanted to stay ... I still need my body on earth.

Laetitia Zeeman